I've not been eating to any plan other than eating when I'm hungry and stopping when I'm not. I just have all I can handle trying to work on my emotional state and not allow myself to fall into a state of depression. Not that I am or that I am close to that. But I've been struggling a little lately.
I found out that the ex-DBF had dated someone else while we were dating. I asked and he honestly answered. I don't know why I let this bother me, and honestly, I knew that this was the case, but still. And the funny thing, he wants his cake and to eat it too. It's up to me whether I allow it or not. I won't. I can't. That would make me crazy, the knowing. But as someone said to me, there is a reason people are in the past, there is a reason why they came into your life. Leave the "why" in the past with them because by allowing it to be in your present then you are allowing them control over your life. And I definitely don't want to do that.
I'm at a place right now, where my daughter needs me 24/7 and I'll get my adult time in when I can and not at her expense. She's 6 for one year only and they grow so fast. I don't want to miss a second, definitely not because of someone who isn't worthy of it. And he isn't. At all.